6.8

So asked on a schedule from 1-10 how am I today? about an 6.8
my body is not very nourised for i haven't eaten well today
my knees ache
so many things in my head
so many friends hurting
so many questions. . .
why do you put friends is my path that need help??
so i can help them?
or to teach me i can't help everyone??
in so many ways soo hard
but i am alive, remarkably calm, and doing fabulously for me
for me
have to add the tag
so there's alot to an 6.8
but it's not all bad