Yucky day

i woke up 10 mintues before my first class (accross campus) didn't finish my homework for my second class and it is cold and rainy. i have too much to do and don't really care to do any of it. and my theory teacher is just really mean. Rude and makes stupid comments when i'm helping out my friends. oye.
yet i should not complain. i am sitting here having hot chocolate and wrapped in a blanket. yes chocolate makes everything better, but from the convience of my room i click on a button and feel better about helping the world. So many ppl suffer everyday from oppressive governments, sicknesses, and harsh world conditions and i complain about trivial matters of a rainy day and my own procrastination. This is not the end of the world, focus and get over this little crack along my path. so maybe i will not smile for a day, but it is not so bad, just alittle grey. I think i might have some ramen noodles and study alittle up on my bed.

These are the days i thank god for the blessings i often overlook. For friends who insist on standing by my side no matter how many times i try to convince them i'm not worth it, for those little comments they make that make me so angry yet when i am sad remembering them warm my heart. for the family that i have, yes the family that i have. I have two amazing cousins that see me floating somewhere and care enough to find me and spend time with me, and an amazing sister doing marvolusly in a situation she doesn't deserve. I thank god for all the love. The love i prove everyday i am not worthy of. There is oh so much more.

If everyday was a good day, i would always overlook these thing, so thank god for a yucky day.
your sister in Christ,
~Erin