Settling

So made it through two full weeks, i guess i'll settle in for a while. I keep reminding myself i wanted to go to a state school, yet this doesn't really seem like the place for me. Classes are great, except one boring professor in a great class though! (origins of the modern world, i like history and the study of how our economics and how and why our world came to be what it is today, yeah so i'm a dork whatever) Music is good, though i do question a school a bit when i got into the top choir as a freshman. . but i'm glad to be in a good choir. Went out a bit, CRU party, trying to get to know ppl, to get into a group where i do feel as if i do belong. Granted i understand this takes a while, but it is frustrating to meet ppl and try to get to know them where the converstation goes no where and i don't want to feed the entire thing. There are only so many questions to ask, even open ended questions if the other person doesn't want to talk or isn't interested, their not. There are alot of cool ppl here though. Just joined facebook so thats interesting, creates connections.

Went church shopping again today. I feel for the little churches out there trying to grow, and as much as i know i can help them i don't know that i want to bury myself in a church that has so many needs right now. It's hard to say that, but i don't know. . . we'll give the other ones a chance and then see from there. Things are slowly getting lighter and lighter and i'm smiling more. Maybe this isn't exactly where i belong but i can still take good things away from it.